Tuesday, May 31, 2005
having a horried time ...
so wad if becomein 17 ? ...
i hate my life ... juSt let mi die ..
dun screw mi up pls ... fuck u ...
11:12 PM
totally cranked and screwed up ...
wad pw ... wad? ...
fuk tis jc life man ... grHHh
1:00 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
fuck lar ... my jOy was short lived ...
found out i gt a bloODy physics retest 2ml ...
noeing myself --- gonna flunk it ...
i'm nt gonna go .... wahhaa ...
645785638 excuses 2 tink off man ... hiaz ....
my life is full of shit
9:30 PM
pls ... get mi outta here ....
let mi fly freely in the skys ...
i am like tiS cooped up bird tts gonna die ...
the anguished filled within mi is beyond imginable ..
Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide
10:54 AM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
two evening bu the sea ...
sighh ....
wanna ride a sub ..
10:21 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
stars ....
starry starry night .....
sighh .......
onli if .........
should i ??
out wif some frens ...
everyting has changed ....
the place isnt wad it used to be ...
11:54 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
spent $13 on cab ... haha ...
didnt do anyting and our displacment was 0 ....
wasted 1 bloody hr of our time ...
went town later .... and nothin changed ... same oLD ting ...
however marrIot did change .. hvaent been dere 4 long time ...
i hate to go home so early lar .. sark man ..
life management skills ... guess i should go poly take lar ... haha ..
my life is in a mess now ....
u take a long long thread ...
turn here and dere ... tts wad my life is ...
goodbye .... had a funni nite out ...
to the special one ... pls kiss my ARSE ...
and wc ... thx 4 giving mi brain damage ... yr "magic tricks"
11:43 PM
after 3 days away frm sch ... many tings changed ...
yj has become more dis-illusionised to be ....
during maths lecture kanna caught by "the special one" tokin to elson ...
den the stage was ours .. wtf man ...
stuPid " special one " .. next time u die sia ... made mi feel so embarassed ..
teach so lousy .. of cuz nv pay attention lar ... fagGG...
gt back term 2 report slip ...
and ermm .. haha ... u noe lar ..
wad the remarks are .. and my grades ..
i bright student meh ?? ... haha .. maybe off light become dark rite ..
hiaz ... give up lar ...
cant ppl tink of mi as NOT REALLI CLEVER .... haha ...
guess i'm havin low expectation on myself ...
cuz i always fail to live up to tt and make mi feel so low ...
4:55 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
after tinking for these days ..
finally made up my mind ....
3 days of rest ...
i tink i shld be okay be ...
now 4 the real tings too begin ..
rite frm the garnet of my heart to my work ...
10:23 PM
how the hell can liverpool beat milan ... wtf ...
keLONG !! ... cheat ... spanish idiOts !!
i jSUt didnt wan to go sch after tt ...
i just slept thorugh and sae i still hvae fever ...
my head is still turing ... dunno y ...
maybe hvaein tis un-curable disease ... gg die soon ...
hopefully everyting will turn alrite 2ml and i'll go sch ... haha a..
9:38 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
have u ever been in a dream where u just cant wake up frm ?? ..
sighh .... so much tings spinning in my mind ...
sick yet troubled ...
slept the whole day ...
tink my body wanted to make up 4 the lost hrs of sleep i lost ...
dunno y i feel alright but have fever ...
i dun wanna go sch 2ml now .. haha ..
iSTanBUL awaiTS !! .......
miLAn wiLL WIN .... heheX .....
8:56 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
i wan eat congee ...
i wan eat bah ku teh ..
i wan eat pork rips ...
i wan eat kuay chap ...
i wan eat prawns ....
i wan eat tempura ....
i wan eat prata ...
i wan eat cookies ...
9:29 PM
realli ..
water ... indian cuisine .. dinosaur and alcohol ...
they realli dun mix .. wahha ...
so sad man ....
y am i sick ?? ....
hope i can pull out my tooth 2ml ...
9:11 PM
my head is twirling in circles ...
sore thorat and uclers ...
weak mi .. haha ....
siGhh ....
lOOks like prata killed mi ...
2 bottles of tt shit make mi diONk ...
11:07 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005
haha ... damm shagg now lar ...
head is spinning ... lips bursting with ulcers ...
my hair just cant come down .. wtH !! ..
out e entire day ... dunno do wad shiit ...
and now the day comes to a close ..
everytings a secret ... wahahah ...
pw sarks totally man ... agree ?
have i changed ?? ...
are u all sure ... i 4got wad i was last time le ...
i'll try to revert back 2 my old self after overcomin tis ...
8:43 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
seriously ... i'm not a science person .. haha ...
sadly .. i chose science ....
well ... hope everyting will turn out alrite ...
onli if i taken extra geog ... i can drop physics now ..
had fun 2day ...
meetin up wif u guys again ...
hope we play bball again soOn ...
10:53 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
thxs mh wc and jia 4 gg cut hair wif mi ...
haha ... cuz if not will wait 1 more week ...
sch is ending ....
i hate pw .. it sarkss ... haiz ...
sch sarks ..
chi sarks ...
everyting is not rite ...
onli ting rite are my gd frennss ...
haha .. hope u all will be alreite kkz ...
and to my class .... all the bestt ...
11:32 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
i gt lessons onmy bdAy .... !!!! wtF !! ..
but i plan to pon lar .. hahaha ..
gt chem test 2ml .. and chi compo ...
plan to skip chi and pe .... sighh ...
i feelin so weak ...
i am so hungry ....
so much ting 2 do ..
so little time ...
jUSt stop it 4 mi will u ...
10:24 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
arGhh .. i'm so hungry ....
cannot even eat ...
my gUms are so bloody pain ... wth ...
9:21 PM
oo great ... 1 tooth down anothe 2 go ...
was such a frieghtening experience .
like it was the end of the world ...
had rubber bands put into my mouth ..
so uncomfortable and it will be like tis 4 2 year !!
omg ... another distraction is here ...
5:36 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
gd bye my tooth ...
hope 2ml wun be tt pain ...
i hate puting braces ...
i hate obs ...
i hate everyting ...
every1 is just despising mi ...
hiaz ... my gp essay ... it was crap ...
guess wad i wrote 4 crimes by teenagers ...
i wrote bout my main pt killing ... haha ...
tts wad i feel lar ...
the reason tat teenagers nowdays comit crimes is due to one reason ... stres stress and pressure ...by parents teachers ... almost every1 ... in a report, teenagers in us killed their teacher and parnets bcos of tis .. and it goes on and on ... killing ... sucidal ...
i hope i get an A for tt para cuz i wrote it frm the bottom of my heart ... if they can feel it .. i guess they will put mi in imh .... but its the 1s ponit i tot of ... sigh .. wads my life now ...
mi and my stupid life @ yJ ....
i was so stressed den i longed 4 ice cream .. i spent 1 stuipid dollar at the cafe Yj to buy ONE scoop of ice cream ... i felt so cheated ... but i still bought it ... elson and sufyan was like callin mi a no common sense kid den .. haha .. we jUst laughed ...
life in c4 ... most free periods and u'll see mi dere ... y? cuz my class likes to go dere ...
i'm like so cooPed up ... whu else do i realli realli noe in yJ tt would wan to go other place in Tis small sch ... hiaz ... i realli damm frustrated ... onli if i can find a rooftop to go up to or a place to sit alone ... found 1 .. but ppl goes dere now ... sighh ... cant the sch be bigger ...
i shOUld jUSt follow wad i wrote on my essay can carry oUt ....
onli a gun ... but do i have e gUts ... wait til the pressure comes and i hvae no doubt ..
gd luck 4 mi 2ml ... gOd pls pray fer mi .... * tears *
9:47 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
sometimes i wonder ....
i have aunties and uncles tat care bout mi ..
cousins whu are so gd to me ...
parents and grandparents tt are wonderful ...
but still my life sarks ...
y issit so ? ... y ... hiaz ...
the dentist 2day was so gay ...
it was just beyond describleble ...
tokin to those nurses like a gay ...
i was hvaein goosebumbs dere ...
had ribs at cartel
saw a fren tt i havent seen 4 quite some time ....
glad to noe tt u are still fine ...
i noe a level was hard .. but still i chose it ...
so now i must work harder ...
to achive my dreams ...
Einstein once remarked, "Success is one percent inspiration and ninety-nine percent perspiration." This mantra is often repeated, and has been the motto of many desiring such success. Yet, in today's world, there have been an increasing number of examples of people who have succeeded without much effort. So then, is hard work still required for success, or can it even guarantee success? Judging from evidence present in the world, hard work has never been able to guarantee success, but hard work could be needed to ensure success is possible.
9:32 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
i'm juSt so frustrated ... i dunno y ..
all the decisions i take alone .. no1 is to be blamed but mi ...
friendship love studyin playing dyin ... eveyting
we will all still be frens ... now and forever
tis is destiny ... tis is fate ...
wad is fate ? wad is desinty ...
bUts its all in our hands ...
skippin lectures ... slpin ... not doin work .. slackin
all these are gg be gOne ... pls fly away ....
i hvae more seious tings on my mind
the final week is here ...
gdbye teeth ... haha ...
lOOks like pain will come once again ..
10:12 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
hahaha .. i jUSt like gg bolwin wif mh and wc ....
maybe they keep teachin mi stuff ... haha .. tHX ...
juSt gt kped for gg out whole day ...
sian sia .. wtf ... sat go out cannot meh ? .. haha
sTudy sTudy ... although i shoUld ...
my liFE is just gettin boring ...
hvae to do pi my 2day ... i juSt cannot draw my car .. haha ..
11:00 PM
wow .. had 2 spa 2day ...
first was chem spa ...
the sec was maths test in the audi ... aircon wasnt workin .. so HOT ..
had ting li .. which was a enduarnce not to lOok at yr frens ans ...
and pe was dEAd ... had to run 1.40 min for 6 rounds each ..
coUld hardly breathe afetr tt ...
and mY pI is finAllyyy aPProvEdd ...
tHX miSs foo fer all the help
well tt somehow someup and pathatic sch day ...
wanted to cut hair and get a bag ...
did none ..
instead .. ended up slaackin in j8 ..
realli .. i mean slackin ...
makin a foOl of ourselves ...
u noe .. so paisei .. haha ... in public ... wadever alr ..
accepted tt quite long ago .. maybe a way to ease stress ..
12:20 AM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
gonna lose control of myself soon ...
hiaz ...
is dere no way out ?
10:54 PM
argh argh argh ......
dyin sOOn ...
SPA and MATH test 2ml ...
how cm ii gg to pass ...
tutorial on mi hvaen even started ...
i raelli dun wan get 5/5 .... <--- fail 5 of 5 tests ... siGhh ... y cant i be born smart ... Y. . Y.. Y.. Y..Y i am sO STUPID ...
y did i decide to go JC .... y ?? ...
after being last few in class for the past 2 years...
i wan be one of the smartest in my class ..
i dun wan be stUpid any more ...
but i jUst cant start ....
jUSt gIve mi tat bit of spark .. motivation .. enlightenment ..
phYsics is a gOner ..
cHem is real bad ...
mAths is no better ...
gP iS worse den the lot ...
chi i shall not wan to elaborate ...
i am so fuked up NOw ...
mi and my FUCKD up life .....
ghastlY no moRE ....
more liKe deAd .....
tIs is mental torture ... dyIN a slOW death ....
iTs worse den havin cancer ... aids or wadever shIit disease
gOD .. can u hELp mi ?? ...
if not ... any1 uP dere ? ... hElloo ... shAun u callin u ...
4:00 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
i can cry now ...
but no tears will flow out ...
went to the airport on sunday ...
well .. i do miss the times ...
i would juSt sit on the skytrain too and fro terminals 1 and 2 ...
i so love it very much ...
i can just sit up here to dere til my mum asks mi go back ..
i realli love the airpOrt ...
the viewin gallery ... watchin planes land and take off ...
gg to swensens ...
however .. all these are in the past ....
now living in toa payoh .. i realli miss thoe timess ...
10:17 PM
i'm so stressed up ...
failed my test ONCE again ...
4/4 of tests failed ... y ?? y is tis like tt ......
more test are comin and i realli hvae no confidence ...
juSt let mi die pLS ....
jumpin down ... drowing in the sea ....
y wun dere be a boMb on my train ...
den "booM" and my misery would just disappear ..
i'm just so tireed ... shagged ...
feelin so pressuried by everyting around mi ...
i dun even hvae enough time to rest ...
maybe i should use less of the com ...
or go out less ..
or stone less ...
i realli hvae to remake my life ..
its jUSt fallin rite in front of mi ...
5:28 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
i gt such a short fuse these days ...
i broke the wire of my mouse just now ... hiazzz ..
someting is realli bothering mi ...
i cant just get down 2 studyin ...
i just cannot study ...
y ?... i dun hvae tt drive and motivation anymore ...
i am realli scared tat i have to be retained ...
i realli wanna diE .... ~~jumpin down~~ ...
10:48 PM
happie mother's day
....
alothough u are alwasy so naggy ..
i noe u care a lot for mi ...
so just to let u noe i love u very much ...
tooo mummYyyyy
to all mums in the world oso ... happie mother's day
10:01 PM
i wanna collaspe frm tis pressure le ...
i cannot take it any more ...
i dun look smart wad ....
yet they tink i can do soO much better ...
i tried to give dem a not so smart imprression ...
but still they expect so much frm mi ...
i dun wan tt much pressure ....
i dun wan to take on tis responsibility ...
e parent meetin was realli a killer ...
12:59 AM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
suppose to cut hair ... bowl ... pool .. arcade ...
but did none of tt ...
fridays are turing out 2 be so boring ...
i so tired and shagg ...
pls fly mi off to another woRld ...
gonna hvae parents meeting 2ml ...
hate tt the most ...
looks like every1 will complain again and u'll see mi jumpin down ..
pls my gp tutor .. dun nag everyting i've done to my mum ...
if u do .. i'll bitch u upside down next week ....
hopes everyting goes well ..
been so shhit in sch ....
and 2 parent gg 2 the tingy in my claz ...
loOks i i go dere will throw face le ...
1:03 AM
Friday, May 06, 2005
i'm so hungry now .. haha ...
slackin in the library again insteda of studyin ...
but i dun wan eat .. sigh ....
i'm so bored ...
should i skip chi later ?? ... haha ... i duNno ... see bah ...
its fri ... the weeks so fast ...
i realli hvae tis feelibn tt i'm so laggin behind all my frens .. sigh ...
not been gg to town for very long le ...
hope i will detress 2nite ... hehex ...
realii made many bad decisions ...
it has become frm bad to worse ...
and i cannot stop it ...
10:28 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
arGhhhh ....
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck .... fuck it man ....
i failed my chem test ... chi oso .. and maths will be next ....
wads wrong wif mi man ... omg ....
i lost my hp pouch in the train ... arGhhhh ....
my life jUSt have to be tis horrible ....
after makin fun of mi 4 so long ...
when are u gg 2 stop ...
i'm sick and tired .....
cant dere be a bomb and i die in it ....
4:01 PM
Wednesday, May 04, 2005
English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibak (to male)
Arabic - Ana behibek (to female)
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukond a
Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male)
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha wau ia oi
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah (to female)
Hebrew - Ani ohev et otha (to male)
Hiligay non - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nah uatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te ubesk
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,\,,/ (represents position of fingers
when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
T ahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Chan rak khun (to male)
Thai - Phom rak khun (to female)
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em (to female)
Vietnamese - Em ye^u anh (to male)
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu
Yiddish - Ikh hob dik
Yoruba - Mo ni fe
6:40 PM
Monday, May 02, 2005
gd bye april ... hello may ...
many tings to do tis mth ...
pluckin out my teeth .. putin braces ..
slove tis situation ...
continuing my muggin of those subjects
i was slackin the past 3 days ... didnt study ...
gt test and pi ... hvaenn do yet ... hiaz ...
guess tt i had no mood during those days ...
fri - went bowlin and slacked
sat - went stUDy !! ... i 4got .. haha .. yar at least i went beans 2 do work ..
sun - played pool
mon - bowled again ....
haha .. dam rox lar ... 1s day and i sepnt $20 ...
i'm gg 2 be died-ed here le ...
another week of tis mental torture and i promise u u'll see mi in imh
guess its my cowardice ....
facing up 2 realilty is such a hard ting ...
i wan to be in my own world ...
thank very you much all ....
8:36 PM
"You And Me"
What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
~ the best soing now ... hehex ..
11:04 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
unable to get to slp ...
my brain feels like blowing up ...
maybe the past weeks events are in my mind ...
here comes another ...
hope tt everyting will be fine ...
another week more and i'll not be here ...
my work are piling ...
tests tt hvaen been studyin ...
i juz cant concentrate ...
let mi get over tis prob first ...
5:13 AM